Seduce Me

So perhaps a new blog.. Maybe I will actually use this thing to relieve some stress in my life.

Things have been messed up. As usual. I am stressed.

I hate the winter so much. I am trying to eat right and stay on top of workouts, as I really would like to change the way I look for the upcoming months. I really have this unhealthy obsession with my body and how i look. I feel guilty when I eat. its raelly rather pathetic. I have pretty much let the gym take over my day to day life.  It has gotten a little bit better. I have been making a consistent efford to monitor what i eat and when i eat and make sure I get at least a couple meals a day. it is hard when i am broke as a joke.. but I am trying. i have found that buying frozen veggies is a lot cheaper than fresh, and they last longer. I goto the butcher for chicken..

I moved.. a good move, i moved back in with my Liz.. her husband is overseas with the military so I am here keeping her company.. if anyone reads this, she used to mod. revoltofagirl. we had a blast. we have a blast now. I really enjoy being around her.

i spend a lot of time with my gym mate as well. She is the closest thing to a bff i currently have. I really dislike that i still think of the girl that i totally effed over. i need to move on though.. i am getting there.. i have accepted that she is not the person i used to know.

anyways, some pictures..