Seduce Me

 I whole heartedly believe that nothing good happens after 2am.

That is when you should pack up your shit and head home and just call it a night. Or in my case, you should have been asleep hours upon hours ago.

I am suffering this cold that wont go away. I have been trying everything I can thats free or cheap since i have no money. Sauna at the gym. Highjacking green tea from my housemate. its just not doing shit. I feel exhausted but cannot sleep.

Besides that I am turbo girl hormonal right now. I have a surefire way to tell when I am hormonal, more so than normal. I start thinking about the people (aka the person) i have wronged and I wonder what she is doing and how she is. It lasts roughly a week, and it then turns back into complete and utter rage.

Right now its at the sadness/mourning/missing stage. I really need to find something else to be sad about when my iron levels or whatever it is get all screwy. At least I dont want to goto her house or send her an email.. cause fighting those urges were always hard.

 

Anyways, I pretty much want to call her. Or go shopping. Or go tanning. Or take some nyquil. Or goto Costa Rica. or just not exist. Worst feeling on the planet.

Well alas, I really have nothing constructive to say, so i leave you with some photos.

[edit]i would have added photos but wordpress is being a pain in the ass and wont let me.[/edit]

[[edit]] figured it out[[/edit]]

 

my roommate lent me the cash for this bikini when we found it at an outlet store. $15!

  

I was bored. so waited outside in the sunshine for my housemate.

 

i cant help but miss her. and think she is pretty much the most beautiful girl i have ever met.