Seduce Me

a little strange the last couple days to say the least.
i feel like my friends are all walking on egg shells around me due to the recent drama that has gone on. it is pretty shitty as it really doesnt involve them and i dnt think they need to feel like they need to baby me.
one friend does need to watch her step for sure. it takes a lot for me to consider dropping someone as a friend and said person is on the edge of getting a big old fack off.
i know that based on my past actions you wouldnt know it, but to me a friend is someone who tells you the truth, even if it hurts..

note: in ONE situation i am being a major hypocrite. ONE, so if youre thinking that i mistreated another person in my life, you as well can fack off. /end note

anyways, this girl has been hiding things from me that she knew would hurt me and i am borderline furious about it. i kind of ended up snapping a bit and peacing on her today. you just dont do that to your girls. period.

in other news, back to the egg shells comments.

my friend/coworker thought that he would cheer me up based on his recent tax return (i should add that i owe the government money that i am avoiding paying). i ended up getting treated to a pretty awesome day.
we went shopping downtown. didnt buy anything.. just kind of browsed.. then we went to the mall where i got some new shoes (athletes world was going out of business) so i got some sick mens high top phat farm shoes for $30. thanks to my friend/coworker.
then he bought me a protein shake and we retreated to my place to watch ninja turtles II. yes.

aha, my plan to get my passport has failed again.
not only can i not afford it. but the place isnt open on saturdays. i was going to go thursday before work but, we cme back to the pay situation.

as is the story of my life i cannot afford to live, eat, or drive. which all comes back to live.

no wonder im 136 lbs. i dont consume food.

great.

 

edit/ also, this happened at some point.